Showing posts with label pregnancy test. Show all posts
Showing posts with label pregnancy test. Show all posts

Sunday, October 28, 2012

Round 7 results!

Where did I last leave you? Oh that's right. Whining about money and how we wouldn't be able to afford another round of fertility treatments because of Curtis' gallbladder and wah wah wah. Wellllll, in case you didn't already know (and I'm still trying to keep it secret as it's early) but,

WE ARE PREGNANT!!!

Yup. You read that right. Saturday morning I got up, peed in a cup and dipped the little hCG stick in it and came in the living room. I waited 5 minutes and fully prepared myself for the impending negative I have become so used to seeing. Instead, I saw two lines. DARK lines. Those beautiful little pee lines indicated that I was indeed pregnant. I dipped another to make sure after wiping tears and practically jumping up and down. Waited another 5 minutes. Once again, I was pleasantly surprised with another set of twin lines!
I immediately got dressed and went to the grocery store. I bought ANOTHER box of pregnancy tests, this time the digital ones. Chugged a bottle of water on the way home. Peed on the stick. Instead of waiting 3 minutes, I checked after like 1. There on the screen was the best thing I've read to this day: Yes+.



Needless to say, we freaked. Well, I freaked, Curtis remained impassive as he was super nervous. I called my doc and told them about the positive results. The nurse said, "When did you get the positive result?" I said, "I just got 3 positive tests within the last hour." She responded, "Wow! You really wanted to be sure didn't you?" I just laughed, "You have no idea." She then said she would leave a note for my nurse who would call back with the next steps.
The nurse called me back about an hour later, "I spoke with Dr. [Awesome]. Here's what he wants you to do: Pee on three more tests. If those come back positive, take 2 more. If that comes back positive, take just one mor-". The whole time I'm like, "Ok. Uh huh. Honey! We have to go to the store!" Until she stopped and started laughing. She was like, "We're just kidding. Three was plenty. We'll go ahead and schedule your blood beta test for tomorrow morning at 8:30." HURR HURR HURR lady. I was totally ready to go all Juno style- drink a crap ton of Sunny D and pee on every pregnancy test in our little town! Thankfully, they were just kidding and we made plans for the beta.
The rest of the day was spent in awe and prayer...just hoping that the beta would show that this was a viable pregnancy and not a chemical one. We also let those who were chronicling our journey know, but continued to ask for prayers/baby dust/good thoughts.

That leads us to today. We got up bright and early and headed to the big city for our beta test. My Mother-in-law came too. She's been cooped up in the house and wanted to get out for a little while, so we planned a trip to Costco and a couple other stores. We get to the doctor's office and the waiting room gets packed...complete with a couple that had the most adorable set of 7-month-old twins I have ever seen! All the rest of us in the room just stared at them and smiled. Dr. Awesome called a couple back and then waved me back as well. He told me, "We'll get the results today and call you when we know." I asked about continuing the Progesterone gel, which he replied yes and gave me some more. He then took the blood sample, joked about the request to pee on even more tests ("The nurses don't understand. My wife and I did the same thing for weeks."), then wished me well! Off we went to breakfast.
We soon had to cut our trip short as I got a text from a woman who wanted to look at the puppies. So instead of hitting up the stores, we just began the drive home. I was on the phone with my Mom when the doctor called. He told me, "Well I have some good news! Your beta came back mumbled-mubled-5...." I was like, "Huh? Can you repeat the number?" He said, "5-7-5." I think I said, "Holy cow! That's HUGE!". He then laughed and said, "Yup. It could possibly be twins!" To which I fainted.

Just kidding. But he went on to explain that we need one more test to check the doubling (Tuesday at 8am) and then we can go from there. But the number I got was very strong, very good and we're confident this is a viable pregnancy!

So as of right now, I am 4 weeks with an estimated due date of 6/4/13. I have some people hoping for twins and, to be the cliche Mom-to-be, I don't care as long as it's healthy and sticks around for 9 months!!
Just a quick note: Current side effects are just cramping, tiredness and sore boobs. No real nausea yet, though I get a little while eating and I got some while driving. No spotting. Headaches, but I used to get those a lot anyways.

As always, please continue the good thoughts and I'll be back for an update when I get my Beta #2 results back. Until then, lots of baby dust and love!!

Monday, February 27, 2012

Crying at 6 am

I kicked my Monday morning off with a little pregnancy test. As normal, it was negative. I cried as I got ready for the day and then most of the way in to work. I'm in absolutely no mood to be here today, but gotta push through, right? Curtis swears we can't trust the test...that it's not over until the fat lady bleeds (hah, came up with that this morning, a-thank you!), but I'm taking it for what it is: Not Pregnant. Wednesday is the final reckoning day, so I guess we'll see what happens...
Remember when my Mom told me that we were just doing all this for attention. I can't tell you how much I had wished that were true. I hoped and prayed that it was going to take one actual round of medication to get me knocked up. I wouldn't care if people whispered behind my back or whatever, because I'd be pregnant. But as always, "God has other plans for us" and it just...sucks. I don't understand what's going wrong?? My lining was thick and ready, Curtis' swimmers are "fantastic", I quit drinking caffeine, I had 4 follicles for crying out loud! Four that potentially dropped and I can't get one to fertilize and stick. I feel dejected and not good enough. I hate infertility.
I'm thinking of talking to my RE about an IUI. Either that or a post-coital test. We need some more answers as to what's going wrong. Regardless, today is going to be a hard day. I'm doing everything I can to not cry while at work. Have I mentioned I hate infertility??

Sunday, January 29, 2012

Go Figure

So I peed on a stick today. Here's how I read it:


I guess the pull out method really does work. 

Remind me not to tell my daughter that. In fact...remind me to completely block this blog from my kids. I don't need to encourage any future trips to a therapist.